Five Minute Friday prompt this week is—PARK. This largely unedited “rough draft” form of writing stretches this perfectionist, in the best of ways. I write for five minutes on a given topic. If you’re interested in learning more about 5-Minute Fridays, check out our hostess, Kate Motaung’s site. Or, click on the link at the bottom of this post. As you read my simpler Friday posts, I hope you’ll join in the conversation!
I pictured 2016 going in a very different direction than it has. I envisioned myself finally moving forward in my dream of being published. Or at least being agented. I had sugar plum visions of that happening early this year and then working with said agent on my book. Readying it for the world.
Silly me. I guess I forgot to consult God’s plans and timing in my dreams.
Instead of moving forward, I’m still parked where I’ve been for the last few years. Unagented. Struggling at times to do the writing. Disillusioned at times.
The thing is? I may not be moving forward externally toward my dream. But God’s been moving in me.
From the torn ACL in January to today, He’s been teaching me a ton.
He’s moved me into a deeper place with Him. I’m not parked in the same spiritual spot I was last year.
He’s teaching me to be honest with Him. To express those ugly emotions that He can handle hearing. And He won’t strike me down for feeling and expressing them.
Sometimes it’s in choosing to be honest with Him that I am freed from chains that have bound me since childhood.
He’s teaching me to wait on Him. Waiting chafes at my spirit some days. I just want it now. (Do you hear the inner toddler in me screaming to get out?)
But it’s in the waiting when I can become still enough to draw near to Him. To hear His whispers of love over me.
He’s teaching me to listen to Him. I’m learning to hear His voice in my days. No, it’s not audible, but I’m learning to hear what it sounds like. Yes, I ignore it sometimes. And then I regret it.
He’s teaching me to trust Him. With my dreams and with every area of my life. His timing is always, always perfect. Even when that means my dream doesn’t move forward in my time frame.
So yes, in some ways I have been parked in the same place. But in the most important ways, I’m moving right into the plans He has for me.
What about you? When have you felt parked in a situation and how did you handle it? What lessons have you learned in the waiting times?
Click to tweet: His timing is always, always perfect.
I’m linking up with Kate Motaung Five Minute Friday—Park.